paramour's Pains

Paramour's Pains

I look inside my heart
Only thing I find is loneliness
I wonder where the happiness escaped to
But I looked deeper
I find the root cause
I'm the cause of my loneliness

I look inside my heart
I find a face
I find the love of my life
But I look again
I see her eyes closed
She refuses to look at me
I caused it all

I look inside my heart
I see pain
I see anger
I see darkness
But I see a little light
A light that I ignited
A light turning dim
I tried to bring her back
She refused to give her hand

I look inside my heart
I ask
What's valentines without love?
The answer lies outside my heart
A day like any other
Thursday Is the day for me

I look outside my house
I see love all around
But then again
Love with lies
Lies that re unending
Hearts broken
Tears shed
Pain is real

Love is beautiful
But they say
Not a bed of roses
Love is kind
But they say
Give it to all
They end up hurting each other

This is the story
*Thursday*
14/02
A day when the flowers feel pain
When the nature is ruined
All in the name of fake love

Thursday
14/02
Work as usual for me
Heart remains pumping
Heart remains crying
Heart remains closed
Heart remains occupied
By the hidden eyes with tears

That's the story of Thursday
14/02
Let's wait and see
I don't tell the future
But I learn the tides!

Wait!
Is it true they love each other?
Is it true the flower is a sign of their love?
Is it true that the dates mean a lot?
Is it true?
IS IT TRUE!

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